WHEN THE WORST HAPPENS.......(EPISODE 4 OF 4)

....Things were bliss between myself and Amara..she proved to be a lioness in bed she was hot! everything i needed..or maybe it was like that for me because she was the first i touched after such a long time...In fact, she brought out the me in me, i never knew existed.
We weren't dating..knew we couldn't possibly be in a relationship..but we had an understanding and we knew sex was what brought us together..

Amara was so wild that sometimes, she'd bring her other girlfriends and we'll have hot sessions together..threesomes or she'll just sit and watch while i'm with the other.
She claimed to still be friends with Ola but i doubted her..i knew they were no longer friends..I never heard
 her talk to Ola on phone before....Amara never mentioned Ola's name and she carefully avoided saying/bringing up any issue that concerns her..Hmm..I wonder why things had turned sour between them..could it be that Ola had found out eventually about my affair with her friend and gone jealous..Well, if that's the case, I was happy cos everything was working the way i had wanted it to.

I took advantage of that, sent very suggestive pictures of me and Amara to my friends(who are also
friends of Olanma) to upload.I unblocked her on
whatsapp, uploaded such pictures as well...I wanted her to see them by all means..It made me feel very happy inside, knowing that i had gone ahead to be with her friend..i was having the time of my life..irrespective of the heavy blow she dealt me.
She didn't tell me anything..never acted like she saw anything..But I knew she did.

I never knew i was yet to receive the shock of my life..
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About six months ago(which is exactly 3 months of being  with Amara, having sex with her),I fell seriously ill...haven't been that way before. I even had to take permission from the office, cos of my ill health. The symptoms showed they were malaria, so i started
taking malaria drugs for it.
I was home on that very day. After i had managed to eat the food i prepared for myself(bachelor things)..Amara called me on phone, sounding funny..
"bae are you home?"
"yes sweetie. I am...still not feeling well. Hope you're
 not thinking of coming to make sick junior stand up."

she laughed a little...then sniffed..i wasn't sure of what i heard though.
"Amy is everything OK? Do you have catarrh?"
"No, Mezie...I don't"
       *then she started crying...very much now...the sobs..sniffs and everything.
"I am HIV positive..I just found out today..and i suggest you go check yourself...I'm really sorry Mezie...I truly am"
    *beep* the call ended abruptly!


I didn't think i heard her well..Maybe she was joking..Amara and one of her numerous jokes...i just laughed it off, even though my heart started beating a little bit faster than normal, plus the fever i thought had left me, suddenly came back..
I dialled her number again...She didn't pick. then..

Before i knew it, she was in front of my door...My heart started racing,..
She came in...knelt down and started begging for
forgiveness..

Wonders shall never end..i thought to myself...what is this one?
she was still crying...
"Mezie, I'm sorry...I really am. but honestly, i think you should go check yourself"
"Amara, i honestly don't have time for your pranks
this hot afternoon."

"I'm not playing..one of the Alhaji i slept with for money died last week..the doctors found out he died
of AIDS..so when I heard it, i had to go check cos i was
 very very scared,we usually had Sex without condom...I found out today that I'm positive Mezie...am sorry please forgive me."
   *she started with the tears again..

What could they solve now..those tears..I had ruined my life..Visions of all the times we shared came into my mind..the sex on this particular couch in this very sitting room..the times when we stopped, looked at each other in the middle of our hot activity,we'd laugh and say together.."no need for condom joor' then we'll throw the condom away...The times when she used to give me a B.J and I'll go down on her as well..Jeez! i felt so disgusted..
I knelt down and cried..i cried so hard..cursing aloud everybody that gave me the go ahead to be with this devil...then i remembered Olanma..
"It shall never be well with you Ola, see what you've turned me to".

As i said this, amidst tears..Amara looked at me and
wailed..she said:
I'm sorry again Mezie..for ruining your life and
everything..Ola never did any of those things,,i
swear...I used her phone to chat with one of my guys...i didn't delete it immediately as she said i should.. I instead left it there and lied to her that i did."

at this point my blood was boiling..I wanted to kill someone..then she continued:
"I'm sure she forgot about it cos even the next day and two days after that, when i checked, the message was still there..then i decided to use it as an avenue to get to you-been trying to in a while now..I knew you'd
 definitely go through her phone one day..Everything
went smoother than i planned, reason is, you didn't ask her or tell her what you saw..everything turned out great..Me and Ola don't talk anymore now..and till date she doesn't know what she did..;..I'm sorry i went that far please forgive me..".
*sorry???..Jeez! i just couldn't believe my ears..i walked up to her and gave her a resounding slap on her cheek..she deserved more than that..but more was still going to come..but i needed to do the first thing..run to a medical lab to check my status..
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I checked and truth be told, Amara had infected me with that dreaded disease...that wasn't the end i thought..The doctor reassured me that it may bot be entirely true, so i was to go home and check again after six months.....................

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Now, it's been six long months of trying to convince myself that i was going to get better..that it can't be true... Since months of trying to contact Olanma to apologise for not trusting her and being the best boyfriend to no avail..six long months of creating a devious plan to finish Amara...
But as i sit in my car, i realise that taking out a revenge on her won't change anything...That mean doctor's face keeps coming up in my head..I'm sure he was disappointed that a fine boy like me can be HIV positive..
My life is bound to take a new direction..I know I've ;lost Ola for life...i am still angry and pissed about everything..Amara especially but i'll survive, I'll let everything go...and face this bombshell ...alone..................
                                                                                                                   THE END!