WHEN THE WORST HAPPENS.........(EPISODE 1 OF 4)

This story is one of a kind...dedicated to all 20plus readers.. You have to be 20+ sha..no no, lemme come down a bit,18+ to read this(lemme bend if people below that don't find their way here)...it's hot! it's everything unusual..but you'd better learn good things from it oo..LOL. my 'blogging inner me ' is on leave and I decided to write this.. So, sit back and enjoy..

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I left the building..half aware of where i'm headed.. at least i could remember where my car was packed..i went in that direction..i'm not myself right now.
i put my hand into my pocket and fished out my keys..slipping it into the key hole and opening the door, I sunk into the car seat..the doctor's voice didn't want to leave my head..
I was fed with the biggest bomb..the very essence of my life left me as soon as he uttered those words..

I'm thinking to myself..was everything worth it?? To what gain was the whole thing? How did I let everything be this way?

I began to think of my life..everything I have done..every ugly decision I had made in the past. It all narrowed down to Amara...she was nothing but a devil..how could I have come across such an evil person in my life....
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I sat in my little cubicle of an office, working on something for my boss. I had to finish writing the whole quotation and give it to him before it was time for lunch....I'd actually done something like this before so i just copied from the previous one..with that i I finished an hour before lunch and submitted.
I got very bored afterwards.It was a rule that even though you are free, you can't leave the office before lunch.
I picked up my phone to call Ola.It rang the first time, she didn't pick..called for like two more times..still the same...knowing my girlfriend, i decided she was either sleeping or very busy or far from her phone..So i gave up.
I began surfing the net..That was the beginning of my downfall..
I came across a pop up advert on a website i had just stumbled upon,.It referred me to redwap..a porn site..Being very bored (even as i know it isn't an excuse) i clicked and that was it...normal me would have ignored, but i went ahead to feed my eyes.i  reduced the volume immediately, so my nosy co-workers won't start looking at me like some weirdo.when they start hearing moans and screams from the actors...because of how my cubicle was constructed,i could watch stuff without being interrupted...i watched...and before i knew it, i was haaardd!! so damn harrd!!badly needed to feel someone.... a hand or even a warm receptor at least to just stroke me..A hand that isn't mine..that's for sure..

I tried Ola's number once more, it rang..hearing her customized caller tune of her voice wasn't helping matters...her voice suddenly sounded so soft..so sexy..i figured it was calling out to me..this same voice i'd heard earlier became something else..
Looking at my watch, it was 5 mins to lunch break...mtcheew..why would the time not run now...now at least so i'd know what to do...i thought to myself..

I was so restless..by now, i had stopped watching the movie..I figured it would only make matters worse for me..I picked up my phone and started looking at my bae's picture...the one she sent to me the previous night..she was putting on a see-through nightie and her nipples were pointing out..i fixed my eyes on that..at the same time begging junior to just calm down..I knew finally I was wasting my time, the two couldn't possibly work.

I glanced at my watch again, it was lunch time... I didn't even wait for a second..i stood up and walked out of the office immediately..my opposite cubicle co-worker just stared...i'm sure she was wondering why i had left in a hurry..i didn't even look in her direction..didn't give her the time to ask me to help get her snacks or something at any fast food... i just left. And she stared! wish she knew what was on my mind then.


I got into my car-my Camry, 2006 model company car-and drove off...I was heading to Ola's place.. I honestly wanted to know why she wasn't picking and if everything was ok..
I said a silent prayer, wishing she'd be home, though i knew she was supposed to be home so at least she could do something to quench the fire that had ignited in me..

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I got to the gate and packed and let myself into the compound, The small gate leading to her own apartment was locked. My fears were confirmed..Ola wasn't home..Junior didn't still want to listen..Well, i thought about her all through my drive to her place, so how could IT be calm...

She wasn't still picking..i was contemplating on leaving, when a girl of about 8, whose parents were Ola's neighbours, walked up to me...
"Brother, goodeveni" She said as she got to where i was standing."Aunty Olanma dey come, she go market and she forget her phone for our house wen she bin come see baby".

I finally heaved a sigh of relief.. I was almost beginning to think something was wrong..Finally, so this yeye girl left her phone in her neighbour's house ehh..I was sure it was during one of her charity visits..probably the little girl's mum had put to birth..i thought to myself..
then.I bent down and looked at her..
"smallie, you don try, thank you iya.."I said..then put my hand in my pocket and retrieved a #100 note..."Oya, take dis one buy something for yourself, then bring me aunty Ola phone ok".
I said as i gave her the money..She collected it and looked very pleased with herself..then she ran to her house and in five minutes time, was back with the phone.. I thanked her and left..
Junior had gone flat down by now...thanks to the delay.

I waited by her small gate..with her phone in my hand...I knew she was going to be home soon..

Ola didn't usually go to work on wednesdays..At 26, she was self employed..She quit her other job and opened an interior decoration company, which was doing quite well..She had people who worked for her, so Wednesdays were days when she had time for herself, so i had picked the perfect day to come for a lunch quickie(touching and just touching...no sex..Ola wouldn't hear of it..she didn't like the idea of sex before marriage..and i had come to accept it..there was nothing i could do..i loved her afterall.)


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I glanced at my watch again...I had about 30 mins left, before my break would be over..ooohm she was taking longer than i expected..I glanced at her phone i was holding, I unlocked it(yeah we knew the passwords to each other's phone), her mobile data was off...i put it on, so i could browse..

Whatsapp, BBM and Facebook messages started coming in...they came in, in numbers..i recognized some as people from work....others were her friends and family members..
I mistakenly opened the whatsapp...i had no intention to believe me but i did....and i couldn't refuse the urge to just go through it...at least just to look at profile pictures of her contacts..

i scrolled down....kept scrolling.,.opening the ones i felt like opening..ignoring others till i came across one.I didn't even have to open it...just from the home page..I could see,'No matter what babyy...(with two blue good signs following it..signifying that she was the one who sent it)..It was to an unsaved number.....
I immediately opened..the jealous me was at work already...didn't waste time at all to come out..LO AND BEHOLD!, it read fully.

NO MATTER WHAT BABY, I'LL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU...with some kiss and hugs and smileys...
I scrolled up and read everything...My heart was pounding,...my head and eye grew bigger and I thought I was going to faint...
                           TO BE CONTINUED.......